Monday, June 26, 2006
ii understandd everthing .
the hurt youu gave it to me .
the nightmare did come true .
the prediction was right .
the night had arrived .
and the devil in my mind ish herre .
youu toture me over and over again .
and said the same words ii been listening it .
you say ii was mean but youu wre even worse .
you can leave without my presence while ii cant.
you can do thinggs without me but ii cant .
despite knowingg the fact ,
ii stil do those forr you .
because somehow ii think .
ii cant let you go .
even if ii wasnt to see youu forr years .
the thinggs forr youu will still be herre forr you .
ii finally understand the pain ta you guo .
ii envy ta to takke the side effect .
ta have been holding on to it for more then half a mths .
the feeling is cool which others cant give the warm to it ,
ii give after thish tyme .
there's no diffs then a normal fren anymore .
you doesnt lyk to see whats goingg on .
nither do ii wanna see whats youu been lookingg forr .
cause ii know it wasnt me .
whye must youue be the one who feel that ?
ii woudltn wanna let you cry yet youu were the one who let me bleed profusely .
nan dao zhe yi qie shi wo zhi zhuo duo qing mahs ?
if thish ish so .
ii shall get lost frm your life .
youue shall walk your way and ii shall walk my way .
frm that tyme on we can ecome strangers if youu want to .
just a word frm you and that's final .
because you're the one who maybe wan tit thish way .
you've create thish path for me to continue .
ii thought youu would follow me ad continue walking by ish a diffs thingg le .
you left me therre alone walking in the dark without anyone guidingg me .
can someone just bring me out frm the dark and live brighty ?
eveything was all a lied in my eyes .
the lied had cover my eyes to look though the truth .
ii get to see the picture .
youue planned everythingg frm the beginning .
now ii know .
well , since youue brought me herre then youu shall never bring me out .
sicne youu cut my heart into manniie pieces then there's no way youue can put in back .
HURTMESO _*
a&i'llgiveyouALLtowinyourlove
{7:18 AM}