Wednesday, June 28, 2006
wen to school as usual ahs .
nothingg special .
in sch play pay nia .
then sleep all the way till the next period .
tmr match le :)
against new town .
wss basketballer jiayous !
heehee .
i'm missing youu right now as ii'm waitingg for you in my dreams .
ii didnt know whye ii cant let it go .
ii thot ii can .
but the fact ish that ii cant .
but since youu said everythingg was over .
what do youu expect me to say or do ?
ii wanted to cofuessed everythingg out again lyk ii used to do .
but now its a different thingg .
you got your own life now .
i'm not the one whom youu used to know .
ii'm seriously happiie outside.
but deep deep in my heart .
it hurts loads .
ii pretended ii dunch give a fuck carre .
ii pretended to be happiie .
ii pretended to say those things .
ii pretendedd to give a happie look .
what realiie is is that .
ii pretended that iiDUNCHLOVESyouuanymore .
but what ish the truth is that those ii pretended wasnt true .
nothingg hurts the most than youu said everythingg ish over :(
and ii think youu MEANT it .
youu walked away and never turn back to me .
those thinggs ii'm still doingg it forr youu .
yet youu dunch know it .
m ii foolish to do that ?
ii wish it wasnt .
haishh ...
a&i'llgiveyouALLtowinyourlove
{4:57 AM}